II. The Voice for God, P 2
2 The Holy Spirit is the spirit of joy. He is the Call to return with which God blessed the minds of His separated Sons. This is the vocation of the mind. The mind had no calling until the separation, because before that it had only being, and would not have understood the call to right thinking. The Holy Spirit is God’s Answer to the separation; the means by which the Atonement heals until the whole mind returns to creating.
Journal
We are not really here. We are dreaming of an impossible existence. It is not our entire mind that is dreaming, just a part of it. We continue to be just as we always have. We are with God. We create. We have creations who love us, just as we love our creator. But we are also, at the same time, dreaming of separation, and the part of the mind that dreams is fully involved in the dream and doesn’t remember that it is just a dream.
I am beginning to remember, just as you are. God placed the answer to the separation in our mind so that when the time came, and when we were ready to awaken we would have the means to do so. This answer is the Holy Spirit, the call to joy. As I get closer to awakening I long for that joy. There was a time when I thought the way out of here was death and in my confusion and depression I considered suicide, but I wasn’t sure that I was right and so I held off.
Now I understand that death is not an answer. It is just another part of the dream. But even my misguided longing to get out of this life made sense, just not the plan for doing it. I am ready to leave the story behind and return all of my mind to God. I am ready to return to true creation. Death is not the exit I thought it was, but there is an exit. As I turn my attention to the Holy Spirit and allow Him to heal my mind, I undo the world I made up. All that will be left is Reality.