ACIM Chapter 9. I. The Acceptance of Reality, P 9, 10

ACIM Chapter 9. I. The Acceptance of Reality, P 9-10

9 I. The Acceptance of Reality, P 9

9 Ultimately everyone must remember the Will of God, because ultimately everyone must recognize himself. This recognition is the recognition that his will and God’s are one. In the presence of truth, there are no unbelievers and no sacrifices. In the security of reality, fear is totally meaningless. To deny what is can only seem to be fearful. Fear cannot be real without a cause, and God is the only Cause. God is Love and you do want Him. This is your will. Ask for this and you will be answered, because you will be asking only for what belongs to you.

The title of this section is The Acceptance of Reality, and the reality is that God’s Will and my will are the same. With this recognition, which must come for us all, the ego is undone and we will remember what we are. While we all fear this shift from the illusion to truth, until we don’t, the fear is unwarranted. “Fear cannot be real without a cause, and God is the only Cause.” There is no fear in reality.

In reality, we want love, and God is Love. This is our will. This is the will we are learning to remember and embrace. It is already ours, and so this is a simple process of releasing the false will and accepting what we really want. Today, I am going to add this mantra to my usual practices.

“God is Love, and I want Him. This is my will.”

This prayer will be answered because I am asking for what belongs to me.

10 I. The Acceptance of Reality, P 10

10 When you ask the Holy Spirit for what would hurt you He cannot answer because nothing can hurt you, and so you are asking for nothing. Any wish that stems from the ego is a wish for nothing, and to ask for it is not a request. It is merely a denial in the form of a request. The Holy Spirit is not concerned with form, being aware only of meaning. The ego cannot ask the Holy Spirit for anything, because there is complete communication failure between them. Yet you can ask for everything of the Holy Spirit, because your requests to Him are real, being of your right mind. Would the Holy Spirit deny the Will of God? And could He fail to recognize it in His Son?

When I ask for anything that would support the ego thought system and thus maintain the dream state, I am asking for something that would hurt me. Since I cannot be hurt, I am asking for nothing. This would not be a true question, and it would not even be a question from me but from the ego.

Here is an example from when I was still working. I had a very chaotic day at work. Nothing went right. I had to wait for customers at each stop, and this put me behind on my schedule at a time when I could not afford to be behind. A lot of things went wrong, little mix-ups, miscommunications, and the lot. By the end of the day, I realized that my chaotic thinking had made a chaotic day, and so I asked for clarity.

Again, I used Lesson 325, the keynote to salvation, to help me see what happened.

This lesson tells us how we make the day we experience. We have a desire, and from that desire, we make an image of what the desire would look like. Then, we project that desire and look at it as if it were real, and we defend it. So, I asked the Holy Spirit to show me the desire that sourced this chaotic day,

It all began because I was disgruntled with work, with the company I work for, and with my boss. I felt underappreciated and unfairly treated. This feeling was my request. Holding this belief in my mind and believing it is what started the whole thing. My desire, based on this belief, was to be unfairly treated and to see myself in a job that made me miserable.

From this desire, I made an image of how this could be true. This image could have appeared in many ways but the image I made for that day was to have a chaotic day of late meetings and everything going wrong. I got a clue during the day when, after one particularly difficult experience, I had the thought that this was just not fair. I have noticed since I started using Lesson 325 as a practice that I have a lot of experiences stemming from the request to be unfairly treated and to be a victim. So, I knew, in a general way, what was going on, but it took me a while to let go of my victim stance and ask for clarity.

Is this a real question?

No. This desire to see what it feels like to be unfairly treated and to be a victim is not a real question because it hurts me. It is an effort to make the world real. The ego readily answers it because making the world appear real is its goal. That is why it took me a whole day to get clear on it. All the circumstances I had projected outward temporarily confused me, and I believed in them and defended them.

I had thoughts like, “This is so unfair,” and “I wish I could retire and not have to do this job anymore.” Those thoughts were in defense of the idea that my experience is reality, that I really am a victim, and that the answer is to change the world. I had a desire, so I made an image of that desire, projected the image, and then believed in it and defended it.

But I also have true thoughts in my mind, and even while all this was happening, I was aware of those thoughts as well. It felt frustrating because I was asking for conflicting solutions. I was asking the ego to fix this problem and I was asking the Holy Spirit to heal my mind. Conflict is suffering, and boy, was I suffering! It wasn’t until I was clear about what I really wanted that I got relief.

Fortunately, I saw the problem and understood the answer.

When I finally set aside the desire to be unfairly treated and made a different choice, that my mind be healed, the Holy Spirit answered my request swiftly and completely. When I asked for my mind to be healed, I was asking a real question, one that led me to an awareness of love’s presence. This is a question from my right mind, and the answer is the Will of God, so it cannot fail to be answered.

It became clear to me that my job is not my problem and retirement or another job is not the answer. There is only one problem and one solution, and the circumstances in my life represent either the problem or the solution, depending on what I want. The problem did not begin in the world, and the solution is not there. It began in my mind with a desire to be unlike God, and the solution is in my mind as well. It is the Holy Spirit and the remembrance of what I am.

I notice that the ego really wants me to hold onto the idea that this situation is real and that the answer lies in changing the world, and if I hope to be happy I better do that. But I am placing my trust in God. Today, I ask only that I experience peace and joy. That is my desire and it is the Will of God so I will expect a sure and ready answer.