VI. The Treasure of God, P 10
10 What God has willed for you is yours. He has given His Will to His treasure, whose treasure it is. Your heart lies where your treasure is, as His does. You who are beloved of God are wholly blessed. Learn this of me, and free the holy will of all those who are as blessed as you are.
God gave me His Will and so it is mine. I cannot lose it or be without it, not even temporarily. God’s Will is my will. I can pretend not to know this and pretend to have a different will, and it will seem very real to me because of the power of my mind. But even then, even while I am choosing to believe in a different will, God’s Will is my will. It is mine eternally because God’s gifts are eternal.
I have imprisoned my holy will and I am now making a different choice. Here I am, God. I open my mind and my heart to You. I choose to turn from the illusion of separate wills and to embrace the gift of Your Will. I am so grateful to find it still there where you put it, in my heart. It is my treasure. I desire to keep it in my awareness by giving it. Help me to do this. How would you have me bless my brothers and sisters?
I am almost afraid to claim my inheritance like this because I have recently experienced an ego backlash and still feel the sting. But, I feel the desire to return home drawing me toward You, Father. It is irresistible. I feel so close and yet, I also feel fear. Even as I say this I hear the answer in my mind; We are the Sons of God. There is no fear in us.
The fear that I feel must be in the ego mind, and I am not the ego. It cannot be in me because I am God’s Holy Son and there is no fear in me. I am created by God and in my creation, I was given all that God is. There is no fear in God so there is no fear in me. The more I allow these thoughts to fill my mind, the more peaceful I am. It feels so freeing.
Guide me today, Father, and help me to be the Son You created. I am so ready to throw off the illusion of separation and accept Your Will as my will. I give You my total dedication and I devote myself joyfully to this purpose. Please work in me and through me to awaken myself and my brothers. I am Yours.